Thursday, January 6, 2011

Firework - Katy Perry




This song reminds me much of myself and i bet a whole lot of others too :)

Baby, your my firework [heart]



Enjoy
Runaway Rockstar

Monday, January 3, 2011

You don't know

Being an outcast has not only taught me to be a stronger person but a less emotional one as well. I feel outcasted (if that is a word) in all area's including my own Family and the thing that drives me crazy is no fucking one person understands me.
Its as though i was born in the wrong place in the wrong time and wrong country. there's exactly NOTHING i can relate to.
School is a place where children usually find haven at, but no, its a place i completely detest.
Home is a place i take shelter in only to hate my self ever more.
Beach a place where i pretend to me another just so my thoughts and feelings are suppressed under another skin.
At this point of time. There are exactly TWO people (actually three, but he's isn't very Human) that really mean something to me.
At the point of time, There's a lot of anger or maybe just frustration and what i right here is just a outlet for that.

I love you both,
with all my heart.
and i don't care if the world burns me for it or if the society rejects me.. i will move and live on the moon and tattoo both your names on my skin to tell the world your all i want :)


Forever yours


runaway rockstar

To the song here in my hear

Well, this post is a song that really speaks me mind. Here are the lyrics.

Listen,
Beyonce in Dream Girls

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own